Monday, May 25, 2009

EMO-tion !!

不知何時開始

變成一個 只是聽人家傾述的人

不再對任何人說出自己心裡的感受


開始

學會了保護自己

與人之間 建立起了 很高很大的圍牆

對人 , 對事

也不會放入太多的感情

就算是交朋友

除非 .............

我認定了 , 是我可以信任的人


有些人

容易對受傷件事情 一下子放入太多的感情

結果 , 不受到珍惜 , 處處受傷

而我就是其中的那一个

所以我害怕受傷

" 一開始就不应该放太多的感情 ..."


这其实是自己保護自己的方法

並不代表 .. 我對人不是真心的

只是 ... 不敢放入太多

害怕受傷


如果你找到了你的知己

可以和你分享彼此的 喜怒哀樂

好好珍惜她/他


而我??

其实

不是真正的快乐

我的笑只是我穿的保护色

所以

我决定不恨了

也决定不爱了

把我的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

因为

!

!


That's how m i feeling now!!

what else can i said??

i hate to b good with people..

to care people

N who will come N care about me when i need u??

why i mus b the one who take initiative all the time??

i'm sick of it!

ended up everytime i'm the one who hurt..


But do u feel anything??

will u appreciate everything i do for u??

or that's how the way u think i suppose to treat u??


my heart is crying

tears out from my eyes..

i just need caring from U

a hug or

a shoulder for me lying on

whenever i'm sad!

appearently i have no one, NOBODY!

Alone, tat's what i get used to it~


Best friend? buddy??

dont asked me to trust for it, i dont!!

Eventually all promises, sharing & care will just fade away as time goes by

i cant take it anymore, seriously! is so HURT

i admit i treat u guys ways more better than i treat myself..

for what?? i duno..


i hate to b tat nice & sweet salmon in people's eyes anymore..

Dont find it surprise if u saw me as a bitchy one or b mean on U..

i wil act so when i reach my limit!

Dont craps with me about care & appreciate

i have seen it all !

People is just selfish to themselves only..


From this time now on,

old salmon is dead!

my heart is locked~

I'm DESPERATE

AAAAAaaaaaa......alone!!

so just let it be...



o.O snakey salmon fishy O.o










Thursday, May 21, 2009

Fashion Temptation 2009

Event : Fashion Temptation 2009
Venue : College Hall, TARC
Time : 12noon - 5p.m.
Date : 18th April 2009


Photographer of the Day
Mr.Salmon

Camera Model : Canon IXUS 80 IS
Color : Baby Camel
Shooting Mode : Manual / Kids & Pets
ISO Speed : Auto
White Balance : Auto
Professional Level : Amateur

Let's have a look on the stage & venue..

~ Still in Rehearsal Mode ~

~ Lighting on ~

~ The T-stage Runway ~


~ 2 Poisonous Apple?? Remind me of sleeping beauty story!! ~

Wondering hw creative will it be of our TARC fashion design students??
The Designers' Booth





















Some of the dresses design..







~ Small Glasses ~

~ pirates of the Carribean?? ~

~ Missy Butt ~


~ Masquerade theme? ~

~ Hitomism with the golden mask ~

~ Missy Joanne looks excited covering her face wit D mask ~

~ one of my friend & passionate on photography, Shane aka Hitomi shooting with her DSLR ~
she still finding the mood of shooting lol!

~ can U imagine Missy Joanne wearing tis dress?? ~

~ salmon loves tis one lolx! ~

~ Hand Art Promotion ~

~ Hehe, let's me kill U before u ever notice it! Beauty must paid a price of it ~
lol, my imagination killing me..haaa!

~ Say NO to Papparazzi ! ~

~ pretty Usher no. 1 ~

~ pretty Usher no. 2 ~

~ The Door Angels ~
photography & edited by Hitomism

~ my Fashion Designer friend, Bao Bao ~

~ Salmon & Bao Bao ~
hereby to support your design on tis fashion show

~ Woan Yih & Sock Chuen ~
R u both come & support me also D? so touch..but i no design worr!

~ Kar Mun, Woan Yih & Sock Chuen waiting for the show to start ~

~ Camera lighting standby ~

~ ready, 3..2..1.. ON! ~

It's 2p.m.
Let's the Fashion Show begin!
~ Emcee announc-inG ~

~ Audience ~

~ test shoot ~

~ Emcees, Mr.Faizal & his GF ~

------- Opening Show -------
Fashion Theme:
BACK TO THE FUTURE
~ Whoa, so futuristic effect!! ~



PLASTIC SURGERY
~ Spooky, her right leg half gone..rily needed a plastic surgery now! ~




~ one of the only 2 guys model on tis fashion show ~

~ Another guy, look Gothic! ~

~ She walked like a wind! ~




~ Oceanic feel ~


GRACIOUS BEAUTY


~ Nikki ~


~ Aderine, Happy Birthday girl..muaxx! u look incredible stunning ~


THE HIDDEN BEAUTY OF THE MONGOLINS





WALK-IN CUBISM







BEAUTY HEAVEN





most photos stil kinda blurrr..hw ahh??
i think try using the flash..
much BETTER !!






~ This model dress so special! like it ~


THE PIRATE



~ February, u look like a hot & pretty pirate lady! ~









Arr, i gota stop photograph..
Got call from Kino..he gona reach tarc soon~
cox i invited him to come for the show!
so my responsible to bring him in.
i passed to my little baby camel to Joanne
asked her do me a favor, cont shooting for me while i'm away~
overall, i think she done a pretty good job & she seems gt potential to b a photographer too!


THE GREEN






ELEMENTZ








FINALE RUNWAY SESSION
models with designer bow to all audience thanks for their support!





~ my designer friend, Bao Bao & her pirate model, February! ~

~ c they walked out so fast lol! ~



tat Kino is so late lo..
cox there's accident happened outside the college road junction, jam!
waited him almost 20min outside..
worry-inG
when d time he arrived to col..
we saw lots of audience is leaving..
guess the show should b ended..
oh NO! too bad i cant watch til the end
Kino lagi cham, come for nothing then..ahaha!
when d Time we entered col hall, the show is officially ended..
all the models & designers gather on the front of stage to take a group pic..
i just got my camera back N it running out of battery..
so unlucky!
yupe, flash consume lots of battery life very fast mann!
issh, cant shoot the group pic!
so i just hang out talked with some friend & take photo with them
Kino met his KDU friend too.. have a look around~
he was once working as a catalogue model too, secret! kaka

~ my las shoot, 3 pirates lady...awesome & cool! i love my friend design oo, she is GREAT! ~

~ Salmon, Bao Bao (Pirates theme designer) & her 3 models wearing her design dress ~

If u interested in my friend, Hitomism blog on tis fashion show..
c'mmon go hv a look~~
http://hitomi5.blogspot.com/2009/04/fashion-temptation-2009-by-tar-college.html

After a while loafing around,
me & kino decided to sneak away..
but wer to go??
no plan at alll..
he purposely come & accompany me mann, so sweet of him!
no lor, b'coz he got dates with her gossip girl 6pm & he duwan back home yet only..
But glad atleast he come find me lerxx
so wat to do now??
yum cha?? he said he is damn full..
alrite, let's hang out at jusco alpha angle lo!! nearby
go there do wad?
surprisingly we go play at arcade centre & playground
rily damn enjoyed wit him for tat day!
told u all something, he was rily great in dancing machine mann..
using hand flip here n there..all score is perfect, i c him dance til stunned jo!
too bad i cant record let u all C~
he win me on the basketball machine aso..yorrrr!!!
i'm lousy on dat, i know..haha~~
then we went McD eat ice-cream..sit down have some chit-chat
know more story about him ~
impressed by him & changes happen on his life..
i guess i started to trust him, believe him & share with him like a buddy DO
BUT how bout him?? no idea
well, stil early for his dates yet
so we loafing around at MPH bookstore lol..
find a corner sit down & flip thru some interesting book or encyclopedia!
almost time for his dates..so we left jusco lo~
He fetch me til GK n i go home by bus luu...
Hopes his dates dinner with tat girl runs smoothly lo..hee! any progression dude?

~ Wonderful day salmon together with Kino ~


You know u love me.
X.O.X.O.

o.O snakey salmon fishy O.o