An e-mail.. remind me of YOU !!

3 days ago..
i received this E-mail from Yvonne..
my dear friend..
it was a forward mail..
normally for me,
i don't really forward e-mail to my contact..
partially was i'm Lazy and too many contacts..
(not blow water, quite many for me..but mostly not much keep in touch also :D)
have to separate send..so kinda lazy loo..
N when i received e-mail..
sure mostly r either from friendster, facebook (i rarely login or play),
GSC Weekly update or forward mails..
it just like that..nothing bout business e-mail or e-mail chat with friends..
so, b frank i don't really spend much time reading my hotmails..!

As usual, i just skimming and scanning through the message..
The mail i received from her was as following:-

FW: 只有十句话，我却看了十分钟 (very meaningful)‏

第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

ps:本人觉得这十句话很有深度，很有意思。认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获。请不要吝啬，转发出去跟你身边的好友分享~大家友谊万岁~谢谢^^

While i read through all the 10 sentences above,
i guess i'm being amazed by sentences no.4 the most..among all!
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重


i stared at this sentences was quite a long moments..
duno y..
my mind just thinking of that person..
the sentences seems so RIGHT for me..
stated about the dilemma i'm in now..
Sometimes, is not the person do not care about you..
But is just you see the person as too heavy and important in your life..
i guess it was SO RIGHT!!..

Hamster ah hamster,
finally i realize something..
I shouldn't blame you y not replying or sending me message sometimes..
Cox i should put the blame on me..
As i didnt realize it wasnt ur problem..
it was just me..
Not because of u do not care about me,
But just I was looking at U seeing at U as very important person in my life already..

I duno...
i duno y..
after so many things happen to me in d past..
until i rily dun want to trust anyone alse..
never wan to share my stories with others,,
i put up the barriers to protect myself..
so dat i wont get hurt trusting wrong people..
For a person i never meet before,
for a person i never know well at all,
for a person that seems was strangers for me in the starting.

But y..
Y now?
just a few chat,
a few messages,
i feel so sweet..
i felt so warm..
i sense the caring and love..
i think i m no longer alone..
i believe on u..
i wan u to be part of my life...

M i Silly to do so?
M i too easy to falling for U?
M i too much rely-ing on U?
For a person like you..
i duno whether do you treat all your others friends also like this..
or just me..?
but my feelings telling me i'm so click with u..
there seems to b something chemistry bonding between snakey and hamster..
Something very special i duno how to explain..
Indeed i dont' even know hw u think about it..
will it b the same as how i think so..

Was this just a fairytales
or an illusion tat i m living in my dream world?
Something i wish to have so long..
seeking over the mountain and sea..
almost giving up finding it..
seems like i found the right one now..!!

i afraid.
i wory.
i scare.
i doubt.
sumdays..
all d love,care and sweetness no longer exist..
all d promises will be gone..
as wind blow away..
maybe it might as sooner as i can ever imagine or expected..
i rily duno wut else i can do..
m i think too much?
but i m this kind or person..
i already get use to hv u beside U..
Ur Morning message..
Ur Blessings.
Ur Care..
Ur Wory..
Ur Sweet talk..
Is all these for real?
I m just too not secure of it..

To have u in my life now was my most hapiness time ever..
i will appreciate and treasure U in my life..
BUT,
i still will..
Expect Less from U..
Maybe like that i will be feelings better..
If somedays..
somethings
happen,
STILL..
TQ hamster, let's me believe I hv YOU!
TQ for your cheers, caring and sweet to Brighten up my days..
NOW, I will definitely enjoy every moment to b with U..

YOU
just like a gift drop from heaven
is a glimpse of GOD
1 life 's best blessings
A priceless gift that can never b bought, sold or forgotten
always stay in my heart until forever!

Songs that remind me about you too..i'm LOVIN it so muc..hope U too..!
The lyrics of songs..just speak through my heart and my mind~~

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You


ooooh

ohhhh

ohhhh

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(oooooh )
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(oh eh eh eh)
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)


David Archuleta - Crush


I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,
goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

o.O Snakey Salmon Fishy O.o

Sincerely all words speaken from the bottom of my heart..